Well I survived another holiday season. –but just barely. Each year seems to be worse than the last. But looking towards next year, I can’t say it will get much better. To be honest, Bohemian Nights is in jeopardy and next year may decide whether it continues or fades into the ever growing collection of canceled web comics. 

This year was very hard and a lot of it had to do with my ever increasing depression of late. (Yes, I’m another struggling artist with depression issues. I think only masochist’s make this kind of life choice. ) I have tried so hard for so long and yet it’s just not taken off the way I hoped. But I get it. The artwork in the comic is inconsistent. Sometimes good, sometimes very poor and I seem to have a blind spot when it comes to evaluating it at the time. I look back at finished comics and sometimes I just cringe.

I may just have to realize that despite my best efforts, my best just may not be good enough.  

It’s a very sobering thought to realize that the one thing I thought I was good at was just an illusion. I suppose I’ll have to decide the comic’s fate next year. I really would have liked to continue with the comic for many years to come but it’s beginning to seem like an impossible dream now and I suppose it’s time to wake up. I’ll try to keep it going for as long as I can but the finished product always seems to fall short of what I hoped it to be. But if it does fade away, I’ll at least try to wrap up any loose ends. I’m not saying it’s absolutely ending right now…but I’m having a hard time figuring out how to keep it going. I’ll keep you posted. Thank you, my valued and wonderful readers. I wish I could be better.